From Places Unknown
Friday, February 22nd, 2002“I don’t understand why it’s so easy to walk away from me.” -m.
“I am sorry for that, Michelle.” -d.
“Why do I keep falling for men who are unhealthy?” -m.
“Why do you keep falling for boys instead of men?” -d.
“Perhaps it’s about time your heart grew up.” -d.
“You need to make a decision. If you don’t let your heart come to the surface, then you’d better fire me and find someone who can help you a different way, because this is the only way I know how.” -d.
“This just fucking hurts.” -m.
“Good.” -d.
“Until you realize your heart is precious, you’ll keep jumping headfirst into shit like this.” -d.
“I think I’m worth fighting for.” -m.
“And a man will realize that. Because he’ll wait for you and be patient with you. A boy doesn’t know how.” -d.
“I’m angry and irritable and impatient with everyone all the time.” -m.
“Do you think that’s any coincidence?” -d.
It was a long appointment today.
Hurting, honestly,
michelle